Thursday, January 22, 2009

lost

idk why it took me so long to realize why i feel so lost this winter...

my first college winter break, 2 yrs ago i was working two full time jobs and also going to school for winter session.

my second break....a year ago today i was on my own touring 12 different countries in europe. meeting so many diverse amounts of ppl. hearing their immediate impressions of me. and i of them. sharing our cultures and teaching them that no, where i reside there arent drive by's every 5 minutes.lol.and even worse u cannnot order the "bob marley special" at pizza hut and expect kush as a topping!!..(wtf smh lmao...yes i really just did all that) i'm blessed to even have the privilege to write about these ppl..even meeting some not so nice individuals taught me a lot. never judge because that is exactly what they did. how rude is it for them to brag about their life and assume that "mommy and daddy spoiled my ass" , and thats the only reason i got there. well in fact i worked my ass of with multiple jobs saved up every penny because it has always been a dream of mine to see a different side of the world. i discovered a lot about myself and i am damn thankful for everything i have made and gotten on my own.. those 3 wks in europe and 2 wks in the philippines took my mind, my soul, my everything....some great experiences all in all. even if it meant i had to skip meals for a day so i can have money for the cab,metro, or hotel. i would give anything to be lost in the city of rome for 3 hours again! never will i take the simple things for granted...

so on to present day
no job
no school
no adventures abroad
im definitely in need of somethin new

6 comments:

Tuotierugif >^..^<© said...

Thats sounds like a great experience indeed! I want to do something like that, did you go with a group of ppl or were you by yourself?

Taylorgotbeats said...

damn something new would be nice good luckk nay nay

kmX said...

Aww. Dag girl I know how you feel. Sometimes I just be wantin to get away...go somewhere exotic mad far away from any familiar life I've had and just live...just be.

I hope your journey for adventure comes to a happy end ;]
I'm positive it willl.

LEO said...

WHY IS IT THAT I ONLY MEET INTERESTING INDIVIDUALS LIKE YOURSELF OVER THE PC?? WHYYYY? LOL
YOU JUST SOUND SO PASSIONATE AND AMBITIOUS. ITS INSPIRING. WE AROUND THE SAME AGE, AND IM JUST NOT USE TO MEETING TOO MANY PPL LIKE MYSELF..KEEP UR HEAD UP GIRL. THAT MIND & SOUL ARE BOUND TO TAKE YOU PLACES!

NayNayGotCakes said...

i went with my best friend at the time...we joined a tour of around 30 ppl or so...we were the babies of the tour lol.everyone else was well in their 30's and up...

LEO! i always think the same thing!..lol the internet is where all the dope ambitious ppl are haha...its so hard to find ppl that are going in the right direction and whom u want t be surrounded by...thanks! =]

Jervis said...

damn I know that feeling sucks

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