idk why it took me so long to realize why i feel so lost this winter...
my first college winter break, 2 yrs ago i was working two full time jobs and also going to school for winter session.
my second break....a year ago today i was on my own touring 12 different countries in europe. meeting so many diverse amounts of ppl. hearing their immediate impressions of me. and i of them. sharing our cultures and teaching them that no, where i reside there arent drive by's every 5 minutes.lol.and even worse u cannnot order the "bob marley special" at pizza hut and expect kush as a topping!!..(wtf smh lmao...yes i really just did all that) i'm blessed to even have the privilege to write about these ppl..even meeting some not so nice individuals taught me a lot. never judge because that is exactly what they did. how rude is it for them to brag about their life and assume that "mommy and daddy spoiled my ass" , and thats the only reason i got there. well in fact i worked my ass of with multiple jobs saved up every penny because it has always been a dream of mine to see a different side of the world. i discovered a lot about myself and i am damn thankful for everything i have made and gotten on my own.. those 3 wks in europe and 2 wks in the philippines took my mind, my soul, my everything....some great experiences all in all. even if it meant i had to skip meals for a day so i can have money for the cab,metro, or hotel. i would give anything to be lost in the city of rome for 3 hours again! never will i take the simple things for granted...
so on to present day
no adventures abroad
im definitely in need of somethin new